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A Living Soul Having a Human Experience








On July 26, 1970 Ora and Clayborn Walton gave birth to their third child, a baby boy whom was
given the name Gerald. Upon Gerald’s conception I incarnated within this realm and into his body,
as I dwell there in a dormant state. I chose this child because he possessed the perfect guardians
(parents and grandparents), role models (older siblings and relatives), and surroundings that
would prepare him for our meeting and the work in which we came to do. I did not interfere with his
childhood because I knew he needed the experience of being a ‘normal’ child. As a teen, I slowly
awakened him to my presence with thoughts and feelings that felt ‘natural’ but were no longer
‘normal’. He knew of me only as a ‘voiceless voice’ within his head and a strange sensation within
his body. His views of the world were beginning to change rapidly because of his willingness to
acknowledge his thoughts and feelings, as he began to yearn for me.

When Gerald reached the age of twenty-one, I sent him on a journey to find me. He spent the next
ten years studying and discovering who and what God is in relation to himself. During these years
he kept an open mind and loving attitude as he studied, prayed, laughed, argued, and debated
with teachers and other students of life. He has now been studying religious and spiritual
information for over the past seventeen years. He has lived the life of a Christian and Muslim, and
has studied the principles and lifestyles of Judaism, Buddhism, Taoism, and Egyptology. He
presently lives in the Chicagoland area as an author, poet, and practicing spiritual life coach.

So 'who am I, you ask?' Well the answer will not be easy for you to accept but never the less it the
answer to the question you asked, so here it is. I am you; the ‘true essence of you; the ‘God’
within you. You see the fact that I incarnated into Gerald is nothing unique or different because I
have incarnated into every being in existence. The aspect of myself that is known to Gerald, he
refers to as Zabdiel. Gerald is simply an incarnation of the Living Soul Zabdiel, who is apart of an
Oversoul, and they all are one within me, a greater reality that many call God. Others have used
different names or attributes to describe or define me depending on their understanding and
perspective. Most people choose not to personally acknowledge me at all as apart of themselves
for various reasons. The main reason is ‘fear of responsibility.’ But the bottom line is, I am you,
you are me, and WE ALL ARE ONE.

Through Gerald’s physical body, I now present myself to the world as a ‘gift from God’. Being one
who is a ‘gift’, I am not here to proclaim that I am special; I am here because you are special. That
is why you are being given this gift from God. You have forgotten how wonderful God is, and
there-fore have forgotten how wonderful you are. As your ‘gift’ I shall be your reminder.
Inner Peace Coach * Author * Poet * Friend